how i wish i was fifteen and hopelessly in love.

i didnt consult my diary.
i barely did anything today except to go to ikea and buy a cabinet for my mother. who thinks its funny to carry to vivo a cabinet that weighs ten kg. thank god we didnt.
i'm still waiting for him to come back. opera in the park, here we come!
what i dont get is how feelings can always suddenly creep up on you and take you unaware. but i dont like that feeling. it creeps me up for real.